smugit's Blog

SaratogaGirl has been doing all the work while I have been entertaining for a while now and so it was time to give Sara the day off to what ever she pleases, and my time to babysit the Smugatoga's.  I took this video to show Sara that we survived the day and had a good time too.

Now I can give her some more time off when she needs it because now she does not have to worry, she can be happy hehehehehehehe

Hope you all like it too ~insert pat on the back fur here for a job well done if I do say so myself ~roooo~I just did hehehehehehe
 

UPDATE:  I wanted to share my video here but the settings would not allow it , makes face ~so come by my page, I posted the video there,  for this blog  YAY   hangs head sorry!  runs away

I always believed that, you want to stay in a place that you are happy and feel good in, and that when you do not feel good somewhere anymore, it is time to go.  When I came to EP I came with happy thoughts and lots of jokes and smiles, hugs, treats and dances for everyone.   The heart I came with, has enough room for everyone whether they liked each other or not.   I have so much compassion for the sad, lonely and those that are afraid.  

 Everday I wake up smiling and with the intent to make others feel as I do. I like to think, I helped a few people smile a little and maybe dance alot.   I hope that took some of the sadness away for a few moments.   There are little circles of furless friends all over EP and if you are new it is a fortress hard to penetrate and leaves you feeling a little bit like you do not belong.   Even with the laughter, the smiles and the love, still to some degree I stand on the outside walls looking in.  It is not a good feeling. not just for me. but for any of us that have not been around long enough to make connections like the existing circles do. 
I am just not sure I belong here anymore?  I don't really have a circle, I thought I did but they have their own inner workings that do not involve me.  I posted a confession to show how invisible I actually am, and hours later still not response, which kinda goes to the point that, I am not really doing what I had hoped.  Which was to make people happy, not even sure it feels good to be here now.  So I guess the question of the day is, should I stay or should I go now?